11.28.05
Something wonderful…
Something wonderful happened to me this weekend. I've penetrated one of the mental block that barred my way and gained complete control of my emotions. Let me explain…
What I usually do when I am pissed off or trying to pretend something else is to gain neutrality in my expressions and actions. But that is a dead giveaway of what I am thinking to experienced people. It also shows damn well in my dancing. The two co exist as they are the same problem in my personality.
This weekend, I was able to emit a complete different emotion from what I actually feel instead of the neutrality that is so familiar to me. This is like Neo seeing the world in code for the first time.